Random Talk

[Nintex]

Well it's a maybe.

It's complicated. She was basically as perfect as I expect to find. Cute as hell, laughing, smiling, fun to hang with.
We clicked too, more so than on any other date I had. But something held her back.

Turns out she only had 3 bad relationships. Each more terrible than the last. I was her first date in a while and she realized that she hesitated because maybe she still isn't ready.
I dread 'that' message tommorow. Let's pray she finds that hope and spark in her heart tonight. 

I send her a message that I hope she has a pleasant dream and I will help her with her burden and that she doesn't need to feel guilty about that.
And that unlike a 'prince on a white horse' she believed wouldn't save her, I won't flee and will not only provide love and comfort but would also go to war for her like I do for everything I care about.

If she is not up to it, this date 100% validated my theory. This girl had allergies and dating was hard because of it.  She just settled for guys she thought were good enough for her and they betrayed her trust and the last one might've ruined her forever.